Update on my Sunday night date!

I meant to give you all an update yesterday but I had to be at school by 8:30 and obviously I can't type anything too explicit on the school computers!  lol

So anyways, I went to his house and we got down to business right away!  It was crazy, the guys my age that I know are huge pussies when it comes to stuff like that and this guy opened the door and just grabbed me and kissed me.  I melted in his arms.  I know he knew I would do anything for him too because after just a few seconds of kissing he had his hand under my bra squeezing my tits and the other hand was in my pants sliding a finger down my butt crack.  Normally I would have a problem with that but like I said before...NO MORE SAYING NO! hahaha

So I was not only melting in his arms but I was soaking wet instantly.  He had put his middle finger into my ass to about the 2nd knuckle, it hurt going in and when he moved it but when it wasn't moving it felt really good.  When he was done kissing my he took me to his bedroom (without removing his finger from my ass...).  He took his dick out and told me to suck it, which was awkward for a couple reasons.  I'm not experienced sucking dick yet and also his finger was still in my ass but I charged on.

I tried deep throating but it didn't work out well, I gagged a few times and he kept pushing my head down onto himself.  I never did get it into my throat but I hope I'll be able to soon.  I loved sucking his balls too.  About halfway through he pulled his finger out of my ass and put it in my mouth.  I thought I was going to throw up but I didn't.  I could tell he really liked the look on my face.

A few move minutes of sucking his dick was all it took and he exploded into my mouth.  I've never let a guy cum in my mouth but I'm in this for the new experiences so I let him.  There was so much cum.  I couldn't swallow it fast enough, some came out the corner of my mouth and I coughed up quite a bit of it. lol  He wiped it all over my face and I was really enjoying it.

Then he grabbed me, took me to the door and tossed me out, my tits were hanging out some (nothing too obscene) and I had cum all over my face and in my hair.  Before he slammed the door shut in my face he told me I could come back Thursday after school if I wanted to do it again.  I'll be going back unless someone else asks me to fuck.

Overall I didn't really enjoy it, during was fun but after kind of sucked.  It made me feel shitty and empty inside to be used like that.  He obviously didn't care about me but I'm not doing this because I need to be cared about or validated.  I need to learn as much as I can about sex before I go to college in the fall.